ooooooh,i will run for guitar exco. and i told to chunmeng i don't mind if i didn't get it. n she said if she doesn't mind the result, she will not even run for it. n then i keep silent,what shall i say? emm different attitude between us,actually i knew we are different from loooooong loooong ago.does my attitude wrong or sth? i just don't want to make me more disappoint,is that wrong?i do hope to get in exco of course but it is just a try. well actually my attitude brought some negetive effect on me such as never trying the best, always regret etc. but that's ok. i don't want to change it. it's hard to change my attitude. sigh,i just feel weird abt my attitude....
i really wonder why U always have the same thought as me n do the same action as me. well it must be mentalistic. sometimes i feel i do need a talk with psychiatrist......just kidding lolLabels: serious topic
