before start writing my MI essay, i decide to write something here first. i will go back home tmr night but i really feel sad now. the debate we definitely lost. no example, no good retort..... and my essay as well haven't start but i am sure that it mostly will fail. they are all OK to me but the point is why i need to suffer all these stupid assignment just before i go back home!!!!!it's irritating!!!
no more strength to shout n quarrel n fight. just let them come to me n kill me.
i will be in the heaven after all the things finish.
i am in a Purgatory NOW.
shit.how!!i have no idea. i really feel like dying. i don't want to blame anyone cos no one did wrong.i just feel lonely.why nobody in this batch has the same thought with me....feel like dying
so what should i do?give up or what.sigh....who can help me!!???
emm..we played captain ball this afternoon. three sides one. emm i think we did well. good job to all of you, alvyn,zichao,charvi and zihao. there is one more match on thurs. jia you! =D
and sry for the balls which i could catch but i didn't. =(
today jiamin quting and i went to suntec and esplanade for dv amazing race dry run. ash,verrrry sian!!!cos it's DRY run so don't have real tape to edit. sigh. waste my whole afternoon...!
anw,it's as the same as having GS &Chinese...
funtwo rocks!damn nice!can play guitar THAT well.i wonder when he started to play..
so sian..got really a lot stuff to do but don't want to do ANY of them
I WANT TO GO HOME NOW!
k,that's all
i hope i can at least finish one thing today
hope so...
ooooooh,i will run for guitar exco. and i told to chunmeng i don't mind if i didn't get it. n she said if she doesn't mind the result, she will not even run for it. n then i keep silent,what shall i say? emm different attitude between us,actually i knew we are different from loooooong loooong ago.does my attitude wrong or sth? i just don't want to make me more disappoint,is that wrong?i do hope to get in exco of course but it is just a try. well actually my attitude brought some negetive effect on me such as never trying the best, always regret etc. but that's ok. i don't want to change it. it's hard to change my attitude. sigh,i just feel weird abt my attitude....
i really wonder why U always have the same thought as me n do the same action as me. well it must be mentalistic. sometimes i feel i do need a talk with psychiatrist......just kidding lolLabels: serious topic
chunmeng,xixi and me before SYF :D
i can still remember everything about SYF. from the rehearsal to the real show,from discordant sound to brilliant tune(forgive my wrong phrase, i know my english sucks D: )even though it has pasted for such a long term. it makes me love guitar ensemble more! guitar rocks!
i get bored already lol
sigh....
cos nothing to say
3 more weeks to home =)
oooh, today is college day rehearsal.and we are NICE hahaha :D
i am practising a song secretly (ssshhhh) it's not easy but i will get it!
haha
