today is another busy day
n got maths test. i really disappoint myself on math. i did not put in effort on my favourate subject at all. sigh, my this term maths is worse. there is no excuse. i need to be harsher to myself. n generous to others. i just felt that i was too harsh to others.
still got a lot to do
n yea, that's all for today
finally, i watched secret. it's just nice but i'm not that touched until the last scence when jay chou finds her. now i know y i admire him so much. it's not just his music but also his ideas. he's my idol!!!!
haha
but today i bought a ice-cream which is mustardy. it labeled spicy so i thought it's just spicy butbut it's MUSTARDY. i throw the whole ice-cream except the bottom which means I WASTED 3 DOLLARS!sigh.so sad...
anw, to people who haven't watch secret yet, GO N WATCH!!
i hate farewell n i'm going to experience another one before my own farewell.
i really feel embarrassing to cry when someone can see. i just cannot control my tears, they droped and droped.haizzzzz!i think it is understandable. after all, we experienced SYF together n got a GOLD WITH HONOURS. it's really sad to say good bye to u guys. through the time of farewell, i kept thinking that if i got into exco, will i still feel that bad? i just kept asking myself whether the feeling of out of this ensemble is the most reason making me cry or not. i cannot image what i will be if i would get the position, hence i donno the answer. but one thing i am sure is that when i received weijun's gift, the tears are really for u ,all the seniors. i will miss u all.
all the best for ur a level!!
i don't like competition anw (so random>_<)
Somewhere I Belong
linkin park
(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
and I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
(chorus)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity ’
Cause I can’t justify the way everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
(Repeat chorus)
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away
I'll find myself today
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I am somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I am somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
i love this song deeply
i'm trying but it's weird. the feeling is not there
so i give up
another thing,i'll remember the name,zheng ying.she's pretty.
sigh...
how hard should i try
i think i use the wrong word.
i want to watch "alone"
i want to go to Jay Chou's concert in shanghai on 24th nov!!
why do i have so many wants...
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