as the title says, i'm very sad today but donno why.
maybe because i slept at abt 3am this morning or because of the damn chem quiz or because of the chem consolidation lesson or because of the guitar exco stuff. anyway, the point is i'm very very very very depressed. and the worst is tt when i feel depressed, i'll start to portray my future as miserable as possible. such as i'll live with my parents in China in the future..(it's sound not miserable at all but what i mean is i hav to live depending on my parents. it's just soooo shameful.) which makes me feel worse. so my feeling now is like worse than the worst....
i think i should not go for school tmr..
coz got GP...
it's just nightmare but nothing more..
but actually every subject now become my nightmare...
so why am i still in school?
that's a really gd questn
i hate chem...because it's psuedo science.it's all nonsense. and most impt, i cannot do it well.....
ha, just now i complained to mum tt i'm very tired now and she replied tt it means you are improving. just as running...
i hav no comments.it's kinda make sense.
the thing makes today even more painful is tt i seriously felt tt i was wasting not all but definitely more than half of the time since came to singapore. it really hurts me A LOT.
n i regret again. i hate regret but i just cannot stop it.
