very tired
that's all

btw, Simpson is good
i want to watch the movie

the whole day i was dying. it started when i found that i forgot to take my pe attire when the lift was coming n i went back to the bedchamber n grab it into my bag. n rush all the way to the school. n i realized I was WEARING THE WRONG PAIR OF SHOES!!! i called it wrong cos it's not suitable for PE. i know that it's okey cos PE lesson is the same as a free period but i am used to wear that pair on thus~thurs only. it already become a habit. it's like u are used to have breakfast at 7 in the moring, if one day u have breakfast at 6. u must not feel well right? that's y the whole day i was like donno what's going on. anw, i became a bit alive in the pe lesson. n i feel kinda willing to join basketball.
well i still cannot control my mood well.that's what i need to work with.

ohhh,abt LA lesson. Dr. Lim is good. she makes me realize that my english level is like lower than the ground.especially for people like me, even using chinese, my composition is still a dry, full of narrative productor.

anw, what i did now is not enough for improving my english. but knowing this without doing sth to help is a waste of my brain cells>_<

well abt the ptm yesterday.
for the whole ip, the truth is that our batch is the worst among the first 3 batches. n they didn't do well in this common test. that's y the iperform was canceled which is another story la. the issue is even they cannot handle it. how can we SURVIVE?!sigh. can u image there is only 1 person passed his/her chemistry among the whole class!quote zestin's words "i feel like what the heck?!"
for our batch, our class is the first again!haha!!the average gpa of our class is 3.31, of ip2 is 3.1* i really feel proud to be a part of 06ip05.
for myself, a bit regret again but i have already go through it. NO REGRET. that's my goal for this semester. abt combination, it's not difficult for me to decide which subjects to take. but i'm still thinking which contrasting subject i should take. either econs or china study.

p.s. i do think the physics for ip1 &ip2 is too easy comparing with h2 physics which is damn TOUGH.
btw, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I WILL DO IN THE FUTURE.

there is a heap of things u cannot explain that's why there is a thing called belief. (i just have this thought suddenly)

pps it took me almost 30 minutes to write this crap blog(include toilet time =x)now u know how difficult for me to use english.


u asked me if i liked u and i said "not really". i knew that's a lie.

Labels: serious topic, waste book

dreamed that bad guy AGAIN. it's really a nightmare.
the day before yesterday night, i dreamed. it was like going to a camp but nobody i know in the camp. n i forgot a lot already but the main point is that something bad happened n i saw who did it just before waking up. i mean the last image in that dream was the bad guy laughed insidiously. (i think that's why i woke up..) anw, n today, just now, i dreamed , n still in that camp, it was already the last day n i saw that guy throwing the fireworkers to others n then after that, he told teacher that all the bad things (include the thing happened in my last dream) were done by another guy. when i heard that i was like going to faint.n i run to the teacher to tell her/his the truth. but her/his asked me to provide any proofs cos the bad guy had a photograph which shown that the poor guy threw the fireworkers to the others. n i just keep arguing the teacher but i feel like breathing harder n harder, n then i woke up. I DO WANT TO JAB HIS EYES. when i watched hp5,i also wanted to jab the old woman's eyes..
anw, i don't like these series dreams. n my dreams these days were either this or some random stuffs which i forgot totally just at the time i woke up.
hope i can have a sweet dream today sigh..

the whole day is just wasting my time. bio-organic, i know that they are separated into different "families"..n i'm sure that i don't like bio-organic. physics was in the lab. and I DO HATE SPA. it's really disgusting that both chem and physics have spa to do.errr!n GC is as boring as it always be. then lunch then maths. n I REALLY WORRY ABT MY MATHS!integrating is like HELL >_< anw,i need to study MUCH HARDER on it. after that is GS. n i slept through the whole lecture.actually the topic is okey-history &policy of america. but the whole LT is like noisy all the way so i can only sleep loh.n then is HMT lecture,we did a paper and the article is like RUBBISH!!!NOT COHERENT AT ALL!!THE THEME IS ambivalent n donno what he wants to express. i just don't understand HOW CAN AN ARTICLE LIKE THIS BE USED AS A COMPREHENSION ARTICLE!WHAT THE HELL!!anw,i just wrote down some rubbish answers. i think a lousy paper should not deserve good answers for it.
n PE is captain ball as well. n i didn't join. donno why, just a bit tired today maybe.
after pe i got guitar pract. it's also a waste of time. the song is stupid although it's quite good. but the pract ended at 7 which is quite early. and the most "brilliant" thing today was the food in hostel. IT'S DAMN NICE!n i must reaffirm that I LOVE POTATO n EGGPLANT n CURRY!!!actually i do like A LOT =P
that's all i want to say.

Labels: waste book

finally i got my new spect. it's er..not normal.and my world is not blur any more.it's actually a bit sad. i really enjoyed these days without spect,except when i wanted to know what the teachers write on the white board. without a pair of spect, i cannot see others expression, n i don't need to guess how they feel while i am talking or what. i'm totally in my own world, talk in the way i like, walk in the way i like. well, now is all passed. (what on earth i am talking abt....)
anw, the world is quite clear now. school work is still tough. n i have BIO &ECONS in this term. n physics is about energy which i'm not interested in. n maths, heck, all the things we learn will not be examed..WHAT THE HELL..they are h2 and even h3 okey. we learn n then u tell me it will not be examed..my gosh!!!n chem, bio-organic is also the part of chem which i do not like. I LIKE INORGANIC CHEMSTRY!!!n my poor LA as well..sigh,,this semester i really need to study like a nut

i'm waiting for a chance to tell u my feeling

it's the first time i feel so sad since coming back from OBS. i didn't get into guitar exco..although i knew that i'm not suitable n both of them are really better than me in different aspect. but i really feel disappointed. i refused to go to iperform, and i even want to quit guitar club. i'm sure it's not just because i failed. but it really make me feel worse in this club.
try to find another CCA to go in. maybe i'll choose basketball, who knows? (well, i'm sure it's just kidding....)


all the things i did, are for u.

this time is MUUUUUCH better than the last time. n i really reflect quite a lot abt myself. thx to all the friends in my watch. thank u for the comments u gave me.
i like sailing and tracking and even high activity. (although i'm not good at it) i like moring exercise(except the running >_<) and moring deep as well. ohh and the JUMP!
however, i got sunburn on my hand n heat rash on my back. sigh,not fair anymore...T_T
that's all i could say for OBS. the most were in my heart became splendid memories already, no need to write them down.


i begin to miss u.

well today is holiday n i stay in the hostel watching movies..
i want to watch transformers but i plan to watch hp5 so i can only choose one of them
sigh.
ass week is past. it seems like it has passed a long time.
this week is enrichment week.
hope i can enrich somehow..>_<
that's all
it's just a weird updating

p.s. ohh abt heros,it's a bit complicated...i need to digest.
GST is up to 7%..i do hate that!!